Since November 2023, Abigail has interviewed sixty socially marginalised members of the size community as part of an ongoing oral history project, conducted as part of The Giantess Speaks, titled Conversations with the Size Community. These conversations have been conducted partly for the purpose of furthering her academic research into the intersections between queerness, neurodivergence, disability, and divergent erotic expression, and partly to create a record of the faces and voices of all those who have made the size community what it is today.

Undertaken in a loose, relatively informal fashion, these recorded conversations comprise an extensive body of oral history depicting a highly stigmatised community consigned predominantly to the margins of the Internet, whose cultural corpus has historically been extremely ephemeral. It remains a community almost entirely consigned to online space, with in-person gatherings having historically been rare. Its niche, community-managed websites and forums have come and gone over the years, taking with them huge amounts of unarchived media as their servers went offline, and its community presences on more mainstream social media and art-sharing platforms are routinely destroyed, or threatened with destruction. A proudly kinky, sex-positive community at heart, the size community has been hit hard by the growing sanitisation and gentrification of the Internet, manifest through the effects of legislation such as FOSTA-SESTA, by mainstream social media platforms prohibiting “sexually explicit content” in order to placate advertising partners, or by digital payment providers such as PayPal or Stripe withdrawing support for transactions involving the exchange of adult goods or services. Through collecting these oral testimonies and transcripts, Abigail hopes to ensure that there remains a permanent, comprehensively archived record of the size community in its current form, and of as much of its history as can be retrieved, in order to foster a stronger understanding of this community and others like it within both public and academic space.

So far, Abigail has conducted over sixty research interviews as part of this project, and taken short testimonies from several other figures. As of September 2025, she is currently working through the process of transcribing and summarising all of the interviews she has conducted so far, totalling some two-hundred-plus hours of recordings. As a way of introducing the project, descriptions of the first four interviews and their participants can be found below; a more extensive account of the entire project, and detailed discussions of the other interviews in the series, will follow in due time once the archiving process is complete.

Abigail has also created two zines documenting two of her earliest conversations from this project — those she conducted with author of Deviant Desires: A Tour of the Erotic Edge Katharine Gates, and with prominent size kink author and community figurehead Elle Largesse. These zines are both currently on sale through her online shop, and have both been acquired by the Wellcome Collection Library.

 
 

If you would like to support me in continuing this research endeavour, please do consider supporting my work on Ko-fi! Any donations would mean the world to me — particularly as I am currently fundraising to ensure I can continue to have access to the critical mental health and disability access support that have allowed me to make this wild endeavour a reality.